wow. it's been the longest time since i've been on xanga. the whole time- about three years, i was busy being that conceited, girl on myspace, who really cares about picture comments and top friends. someone i do not want to be, but yet everyone is. myspace is ADDICTING. no doubt about that.
i grew up on xanga, along with neopets of course. i really had nothing else to do, responsibilities and duty were words that i never had to worry about. all of my immature peers, being nine, ten years at the time- thought having our own URL was the coolest thing ever. it was somewhere where we can belong. we can list stupid stuff we bought at albertson's that day, while other little kids gave me comments and props for my childish blogs.
although it sounds funny coming from a fourteen year old girl- who's so new to life... i miss my younger days. the days where race and appearance did not matter. the days where i could just roll around on the floor and i wouldn't get in trouble for wasting my time. the days where i was innocent, malliable, and capable of doing anything i wanted without second thoughts.
so i decided, for the sake of saving my childhood... for the sake of having hopes and dreams as i did when i was a child... for the sake of having an ultimate escape from this crazy teenage life.. i will write. in xanga. like all asians (;
